August 21, 2006
"The only consistent thing in all of your failures is yourself."
The nugget of wisdom has never been more true. Have you ever gotten the feeling that the more you try, the better you think you do, the more bad things people have to say to you? The more problems people can find with you?
Well, welcome to my life for this month. I'm sick of it. The worse part is I'm doing all this shit, working my butt off, constantly stressed out and pushing myself to do things that I hate to do and I'm going to fail and have to repeat this process again.
I don't think I can take two months. One has been bad enough. At least I know I don't want to do a residency anymore. Hell, I want to go back to working with computers at this point. I'd rather never see another person ever again.